Arev still going
Posted: Sun Jun 06, 2010 3:00 pm
This was posted on the boards for Undesirable Solutions this morning at 7AM. By the way <US> is currently laughing at Arev on their ventrillo server over this. He has his own guild now, he has fort keen, he needs to STFU already and so do his cheerleaders in RID. Lexx leads this guild, if he don't want RPers as I've said I will be happy to go my own way. I'm tired of his bullshit though and he's persona non grata in RP from here on out.
By now most of you know what has transpired in RID, my removal, blacklisting, and RID-attempted coup and withdrawal of Fort Keen, but now I am at a crossroads. Farik, my replacement, accused me of a laundry list of charges, most of which were untrue, and the ones that were true were grossly exaggerated or only half-truth. But I am curious as to what I should do I know, do I respond to these accusations, which will inevitably create more drama because several RID members will have to be called out publicly as liars, or do I take the upper road and let them tarnish my name? Yes, I know I never had the most sterling reputation and, honestly, some of the individuals that went out of their way to ruin it visit these forums as well, but that's not the point. The point is that should be looked at as a fight or flight situation?
Farik justified my removal as a necessity to help heal RID's (and at the time, Fort Keen's) reputation. The problem is that Farik doesn't understand what exactly I did in RID--I was the RID Whipping Boy, I took the blunt for when other members effed up. I was the figurehead of Fort Keen. During the bombing of Traceryn, Apauck (Farik's right-hand) called in the bombers, yet RID, and ultimately myself, took the heat for it, while Farik made an ass of himself. During the raids of Dark Coven, some of the Imperials did stupid things (RID and non-RID), who got the blame? That's right, me. Recently, during the whole Sindato castration scenario, Farik and Victure oversaw that one, but yet it was Fort Keen that had its reputation affected, which, of course, reflected upon me. So, by following Farik's logic, by removing me from the equation, things will be great, right?
Fifteen months ago, a similar event occurred to me. I was removed from RID because I didn't get along with one member, another Councilman, and his buddies. They left RID and Lexx removed me because I was "causing members to leave", even though the guy made a public nuisance of himself in front of the entire PA. After I was kicked, the player in question received a promotion to the newly-created "Executive Chairman" position, which is another Council seat with the addition of the /guildr ability. This player shared Farik's logic, "remove Arev and everything will be grand". Unfortunately, things didn't turn around so he left RID about two months later. Farik has moved RID RP to the backwaters of Rori (Eight-Seven's city, not far from where Rorana, Rori and the PvP Battlefield used to be). I'm not holding my breath that things will have this grand improvement, like Farik is predicting. In fact, as I told someone, I'm giving it two to four months before RID starts to lose more members than it gains. Of course, Farik will simply say, "Well, looks Amo's reputation cursed us and I couldn't do a thing about it".
Anyways, sorry for ranting, but I've been dying to get this off my chest for a few days. The only reason why I named names here is because of Rieme's policy of what is posted on these forums stays on these forums. So, do I tell people what really happened (the whole story is much longer than what I posted here) or do I attempt to walk away? But, if I walk away, I may have my integrity, but my reputation is tarnished. At least if I refute the disinformation, I can salvage my reputation at the cost of my integrity. I'm stumped. I know that I could simply take a break from the game, but then by that point what remains of RID RP may still be located at Omerta, and it'll be tough to bring them back. Farik could basically 'command' RID RPers around because he had the complete support of the Council and Lexx, because of his on-going crusade of purging RID of any association with me/Fort Keen.
Interestingly, both removals from RID cost me friendships. They believed the rumors and lies based on the so-called "evidence" (which, in both cases, was nothing more than hearsay and theories). But, if ten people all say one thing and one man says another, who are people going to believe?
This whole thing sucks. Any advice is greatly appreciated. Again, I'm sorry for ranting, I had to get this off my chest.